I find it kind of sad.
It really is sad when you think you’ve made friends for life, then soon, they’re not your friends at all.
I don’t really understand why I ever lose friends, because I really do try ever so hard to do what I can for people. I’m told by my mother, my boyfriend and the few close friends I have now - ‘you need to be more selfish’, ‘stop giving up what you want for others’.
It’s so difficult. I’m such a soft touch and I get offended and upset far too easily.
It makes me wonder what exactly is wrong with me?
I just need to appreciate the very few special people I have in my life. Maybe I’ll consider my loss as a learning curve, don’t trust people so easily, don’t give people your all, for nothing.